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600th!!

2008-10-29T22:02:00.007+08:00

its my 600th post here at blogspot!

feel like changing already. LOL! yes.

anyway. i really like this.

when you are pointing a finger at others. you are pointing four fingers at yourself.

damn nice.

and i am so going to the haunted house tomorrow. hiah hiah.

edit: i changed to lj! hmm. haha. aint closing this down actually. haha!

HILARIOUS

2008-10-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

haha!! my mama and sister looked at the video we took this afternoon. they cannot stop laughing and kept asking for my phone to watch it. haha!! they are seriously addicted.

i seriously think we can go for competition already. hahaha!!

but too bad. i cannot see the video over here on the computer. so sad.

HAHA!

2008-10-27T16:25:00.004+08:00

i love him loads. (:

i love her too. (:

i got even more spastic ones than this. LOL.

please go do your work.

(:

2008-10-27T00:04:00.002+08:00

finished the book i borrowed like finally.

haha. tomorrow is going to be a bored day.

okay. if i choose not to do tuition work. LOL!

be by my side.

BROWN(:

2008-10-25T23:50:00.005+08:00

its a brown nerd day today. haha!

celebrated ahma's birthday just now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMA. (:

coincidentally. all the kids at home wore brown. (!) haha!

just now decided to have the nerd look with my sister. LOL.

oh well. im just far too bored. rahs.

I NEED MY VITAMIN M.

m for MARNEY!

(:(:

2008-10-22T20:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE QIN! HAHA!

reached school early today. hmm. alright. kind of heng lar. otherwise will be zero for attendence. LOL.

pon econs lecture. haha. went to watch the butterfly lovers with keqin daniel and chunwei. haha. not really a bad movie. yupps.

(:

2008-10-20T23:18:00.005+08:00

everything seemed so warped suddenly.

it is as if everything is going to change suddenly. drastic ones. hmm.

what can i do but to stand beside giving my support.

cheer up people! loves.

none of you will ever understand. even i myself dont understand why the change in me.

think i am really disappointed in myself i guess. everywhere and anywhere. argh. just a fucked-up girl i am. argh!!!!! i want to believe its the post-ms working.

HAHA!

2008-10-18T22:10:00.003+08:00

koped this from lynette's blog. haha!

its like hilarious. taken before econs(i think?) paper.

HAHAHA!

2008-10-17T21:29:00.008+08:00

lol. guess what.

today was a pretty gooood day. [i miss harold.]

anyway. morning. handed in our WR. well. pretty okay in the morning. but had moodswing in the computer lab while reprinting some pages of our edited WR. well. a minor one. i guess?

anyway. mrlee told me my IandR was not too bad. haha. deep inside. i think my IandR is crap can? anyway. because he got pretty bad in the mood at teh later part of the pw lesson so i didnt get to see it. shall look for him on monday i guess?

anyway. maths lecture. it was boring. totally boring which i nearly fell asleep. but i managed to keep awake. with the horrible cough and cold i got. HA!

after school. i seriously wanted to go home and rest. but in the end i stayed on due to the heavy rain. so us girls decided to play tai dee. haha. i didnt play at first. but ehh. omg. its too tempting. especially with the asshole tai dee luring me. haha! so we played and played. loads of fun. haha! was the asshole for a couple of times. damn. but i dont care lar. i got my FUCK getting the asshole at the last round. but i was not the cucumbine(!) already. siann.

so the long lived king was the king and the queen was still the queen in the end. LOL.

edit for my fuck(!) : LONG LIVE THE ASSHOLE WHO BRINGS GLORY TO THE KING!

i know you are wondering what is cucumbine. haha! inside joke. not going to tell you.

anyway. rested quite a bit after i reached home. feeling a little better. though the cough now has phlegm. must be the overdose of strepsils. haha!

i want to get well soon. and the monthly emo season. quick go away!

sorry. i dont know how to balance. i want all you to be by my side. i treasure all you. argh. i dont want to grow up and face the world. because i have no confidence in myself of being a good person out there.

p.s./ i want to go out and shop till i drop. okay. i drop very easily. haha! an hour or two is almost enough to kill me. haha!
p.p.s/ i shall work during the holidays!! hiah hiah!

REFLECT.

2008-10-16T22:37:00.003+08:00

hmm.

sometimes its just so vulnerable.

the will power is vital.

sometimes i just lack of it.

shit you.

the flu is not helping in any way.

sorry all. loves.

HEY.

2008-10-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

never mind my previous posts.

its just a monthly moodswing season.

TRYING.

2008-10-15T23:21:00.006+08:00

yes.

im trying to see things not to negatively.

im trying to look that im fine.

im trying to be happy.

im trying not to have moodswings.

dont talk to me at all.

just fucking leave me alone.

just let me live in solitude.

just dont even bother about me.

just get the hell out of my sight.

all of you.

HIHI.

2008-10-14T23:54:00.003+08:00

watched the sixth sense at my house after school today. haha. then we chilled at the living room. haha. it was fun luh. these people never fail to make me laugh. haha! although it was kind of weird with all my family except my papa with the 2 kiddos. LOL.

anyway. it was nice luh. although the environment was not quite right. should have watched it at a darker room. then nicer what. haha! but i bet we will be scared out of our wits. hehe!

went tuition after that.

today just was not a right day from the start. totally devastating. or should i say. i failed totally. rahs!

okay. i should really start on my I and R.

BAHS RAHS GARHS!

2008-10-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

did pw today. haha. i slacked again. ohmy. i cannot do group work one lar. die.

anyway. so i went to record all the meetings. haha. imagine recording the meetings since MAY. yes may! hahaha!

anyway. jingke told us the ghost story in airport. its like. omfg scary lar. -shivers- that was too much for me. haha.

hmm. then slack all the way till just now. edited some of wr again. hmm. some parts i dont know how to do leh.

and the infamous IandR of mine is not done yet. argh.

haiii. sometimes things just arent the way you want. isnt is so?

a song im hearing. omg. make me feel like a bitch again. haha! aint telling you the song.

ALWAYS. (:

2008-10-12T02:25:00.006+08:00

photos with dears on wednesday. (:

this was the mess me and yiwei made. haha!

mine forever. -evil laughters-

yiwei. i didnt take photo with you only. ):

OH WELL. (:

2008-10-11T01:03:00.002+08:00

the bitch on her hiatus.

haha!

sian day today. (:

nothing much. these few days i really learnt something out of the movie and videos watch.

this something is invincible. this something gives you the energy. this something gives you courage. this something is the thing i lack and i doubt i will even have the courage to accept.

hahaha!

anyway. mosquitoes these days.

TAGGED.

2008-10-09T23:14:00.002+08:00

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JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt and takes long to recover.

AUGUST:Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

aiyar. whatever. your want to do then do lor.

TRYING.

2008-10-09T22:43:00.002+08:00

so many things happening around me.

my dear. sorry i had to go earlier yesterday night. dont think like that already okay? cheer up. as i said you are not the way you think. no. loves.

hmm.

today was a boring day. a totally boring day. the interview skills was alright. then we decided to pon personal grooming. a wise choice indeed. heard it was really boring. envisioning exercise? boring. i spent more than half of the time sleeping i think? hahaha! i would have slept even longer if not for the bus driver going to talk to his student behind. rahs. anyway. wanted to pon that also. but aiya. i am a good girl.

i am a good liar you see. (:

anyway. tired. totally lazy to talk after school. used sign and hand language all the way. LOL.

hmm. i wonder why.

(:

2008-10-08T22:38:00.006+08:00

day out today with my dears. (:

watch painted skin. nice!! really touching and all the actors were pretty good.

yupps. was tagged by xinyi. haha. im too lazy leh. shall do it tomorrow. haha.

sometimes. haii.

anyway. i have yet to do my iandr. bahs!

dreads. school tomorrow. boring long day. rahs!

you once held the key. but i think i threw the key away. and it is unlikely for it to be found.

ha! i call this. 自作自受.

:| DONT KNOW TO (: OR ):

2008-10-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

haii.

last paper gone. (:

day out with dears tomorrow. (:

but i flunked chem thoroughly. ):

and i think in going to retain. ):

what is this luh. i want to die man.

after papers went amkhub with jiahui yunrou jingke and huiru. walked around. okay. we only went in 3 shops in precise. haha. bought my letter paper like finally. haha. anyway. yeah. then they left to watch eagle eye. omg. i want to watch lar. dang! but i got tuition. hmm. should have change timing for the tuition. hahaha! nevermind. watch it another time. like i will. rahs.

hmm. yeah. bused to serangoon and took the train from serangoon to punggol and from punggol to boonkeng. haha. i had too much time. slept throughout. haha!

alright. sianns.

so bored.

GARH.

2008-10-06T15:44:00.002+08:00

what if.

无言。

haii. no mood to study.

THE PHOTOS!

2008-10-04T14:05:00.018+08:00

i just found out that i dont have the group photos. haha. hong send me!! hee. i lazy to go flickr. hahaha!

ALRIGHT!

2008-10-04T13:52:00.002+08:00

haha. yesterday. (:

met lynette and wenglin to buy the cake and drinks and snacks at central. haha.

all of us supposed to reach at one. but as usual there were people who were late. and people need to do some things here and there. so we waited and waited till i dont know hwat time. say 2? hahaha. yeah.

then off we go to sentosa! anyway saw joanne. haha.

yupps. went to emarald pavilion to celebrate aloysius birthday. yeah. then went to the beach and play. no wait. we drag abit. dont know do what lar. then started playing. haha.

yeah. so play and play lor. then went to eat dinner. ramenten. haha. i dont know is i too full or my gastric something wrong again. hahaha. anyway.

yeah. went to slack at the rooftop of vivo. hahaha!' then off home. at the train. wah. damn noisy and people were all looking lar. blah.

reached home around ten. woots. 25 lets have more outing okay! in case i retain. haii.

HAHA!!

2008-10-03T23:53:00.002+08:00

today was fun! (:

update tomorrow. tired.

haha. ohmy. damn malu-ating lar! freak!!

but i didnt get sunburnt. damn sad. rahs! the sun wasnt strong and according to roy i want to play volleyball in the shade. which i dont remember. haha! ohwell.

okay. there goes my sunburnt. haahah!

OH YEAH!

2008-10-02T23:39:00.001+08:00

tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow!

0825 is going sentosa tomorrow! hahaha! omg. damn cool. hope its going to be fun. (:

haha!

yeahyeah.

loves!

GHOST.

2008-10-02T01:16:00.010+08:00

haha. just finished watching rule #1. nice. haha. such a pity that i didnt watch it in the cinema. rahs. haha. i said i want to watch this one for like months can. like finally i watched it. LOL.
we were supposed to watch horror movie together. still on?
nice depiction. okay. not too bad. quite creepy at times and nice pace too. haha. yeah. although a little boring at the start. and fiona xie didnt really have much parts. but shawn yue is hawt. hahaha. hmm. and i wonder if it would be nicer in cantonese. haha. the one i watched was all dubbed. one word for that. sian. d:

wonder if there is really ghosts on earth. hahaha. i dont mind meeting them but better dont touch me. like omfg. i dont want to be like a empty shell after it leaves me. hiah hiah.

shall i watch another movie?

i should start revising chem soon. but i seriously had no mood.

hahaha. slacker!

i am still praying for that day to come. although i dont really know what i want.

p/s: i started playing with my scissors again. like after i dont know how long. heh heh. i was playing with it out of boredom and emo-ness the say before. and yesterday i saw something which is damn cool. so i decided to play with it again. hahaha. omg. someone please stop me.

p/p/s: i am having a pimple outbreak. garhs!

NOSTALGIA

2008-10-01T21:00:00.005+08:00

looking at the juniors blog, jeanne's blog and pongpong's blog made me think of graduation and 4grace. and also my juniors. ohmy. miss them loads totally.

argh.

graduation was on 5october. this year its earlier. 3october. its like. omg. one year had passed so quickly. and i surely missed 4grace.

looking forward to the halloween's celebration. but ohmy! i havent thought of what to dress up as. shyttt.

saw this lame joke at jiayi's blog. omg. damn erhem lar. hahaha! i got totally fascinated with it luh. lol!!!
为什么小红帽没有胸部？

wtheck man. hahaha!

nice song. (:
明天以后 (国语) - 林峰/泳儿
泳儿：在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了天晴朗了我就走
林峰：你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
还来不及对你说迟到的我的心动
泳儿：你的好你的坏
林峰：我的脾气你最懂
泳儿：我不要你心疼我
林峰：我不要你离开我
合：明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳儿：我对你感觉胜过爱情
林峰：因为有你
合：给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林峰：其实也想好好爱你
泳儿：只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
林峰：我不怕会伤心
合：对不起我对你
再好再亲密都不能在一起
林峰：最后看你在别人怀里
泳儿：有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰：我并不是你的唯一
合：还微笑祝福你
林峰：你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
泳儿：我从来没对你说压抑的我的心动
林峰：我的好我的坏我的脾气你最懂
泳儿：我不要你来心疼我
合：明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳儿：我对你感觉胜过爱情
林峰：因为有你
合：给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林峰：其实也想好好爱你
泳儿：只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
林峰：我不怕会伤心
合：对不起我对你
再好再亲密都不能在一起
林峰：最后看你在别人怀里
泳儿：有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰：我并不是你的唯一
合：还微笑祝福你
呵噢.....呜....
泳儿：爱情总让人折磨
林峰：所以我们才选择
合：做比情人更好的朋友
泳儿：我对你感觉胜过爱情
林峰：因为有你
合：给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林峰：其实也想好好爱你
泳儿：只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
林峰：我不怕会伤心
合：对不起我对你
再好再亲密都不能在一起
林峰：最后看你在别人怀里
泳儿：有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰：我并不是你的唯一
合：还微笑祝福你

(:

2008-09-30T23:18:00.006+08:00

yeah. like i have said myself. think of those things will sian. then why think. haha. stop thinking of those things man. hahaha! god has a plan for everything. i shall follow his plan then. (:

not in a rush anymore. i will just pray to him i can let it go as soon as possible. hehe.
whatever it shall be.
anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO. work hard for your o's dont regret like me. haha!

WHEN HOW WHY WHAT.

2008-09-29T19:06:00.009+08:00

haii. totally bad mood. plus that bloody headache.

心动

有多久没见你
以为你在那里
原来就住在我心底
陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离
以为闻不到你气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头就看到你
过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果
不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹
过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果
不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹
总是想再见你
还试着打探你的消息
原来
你就住在我的身体
守护我的回忆

HIAH HIAH.

2008-09-28T17:06:00.004+08:00

i feel like cutting my hair short yet again. haha. shall find a time and chop it off! hahaha!!

i wasted my day again. d:

bball session tomorrow. (:

mary jane is indeed a nice song.

emo.nemo.

2008-09-28T00:46:00.002+08:00

an old old song. haha!

插曲

也许是那朵白云
天空才蓝得美丽
因为短暂因为无意却难忘记

每次想起你
心还微微叹息
每一个遇见你的梦里
我总迫不及待拥抱你

因为你是我生命美丽的插曲
寂寞啊变成了主题
在人来人往的
时间海洋里
我常想你

是否我也是你生命的插曲
只可惜在你际遇里
回忆总太拥挤
而我的爱情
好像那朵云

BORED.

2008-09-27T23:03:00.004+08:00

so bored. i want to go out all day long.

dont feel like staying at home all day long. haha!

wednesday is day out with my dears. friday with 0825! haha. nice nice. i shall plan more things. hiah hiah.

okay. siann. i dont feel like typing anymore.

byebye.

Life is wasted on the living.
Douglas Adams

WOOTS!!

2008-09-25T20:06:00.004+08:00

played basketball with lynette huiru jingke jodi keqin lisa roy aloysius and daniel just now. haha. correct right? haha!

loads of fun and exercise. well. okay lar. but fun rate to more than hundred! hiah hiah!

although not as injured as huiru. i think i nearly sprained my middle finger. damn. hopefully i can still play guzheng. got to practise already. dreads.

all papers not well done. dont think i can pass lar. ohmy. retain is sure for me. haiiii.

OHWELL. left with the last paper. hopefully i will do better for it. *force a smile*

alright! i want to watch videos! i am trying not to be emo. (:

blahs. emo again.

2008-09-24T17:38:00.002+08:00

会呼吸的痛

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想
你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多麼寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑
你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过
我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮著
你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什麼
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了

HMM.

2008-09-22T18:16:00.002+08:00

i didnt know why i was so disturbed. rahs.

what is happening?

argh. screw geog and math.

(:(:(:

2008-09-21T20:50:00.003+08:00

0825!! HANG ON THERE! all the best for promos!

everyone too!!

(:

all must promote kay!!

):

2008-09-18T22:20:00.001+08:00

i have to say this. screw EOM.

i was emo. i dont know why. someone care to tell me?

OH MY.

2008-09-12T22:01:00.003+08:00

sick. damn it lar. when have i became so weak? just one night of not sleeping and sick the following day.

damn the flu. made me sneeze from morning till now. rahs.

shit. i forgot to do the wordcount before i sent giraffe the wr. and i have yet to do my eom and iandr.

ohmy. i need time and energy.

BAHS.

2008-09-12T05:25:00.002+08:00

screw econs for screwing my sored hand.

thankgod i spent less than 7hours to finish those things. now i have the time to do other things. haha!

oh my. tomorrow no today is going to be zombie day. hahha!

SIANS.

2008-09-10T23:15:00.002+08:00

sian lar.

my msn just wont work. wonder whats wrong with it.

totally no time to do work.

tired.

gp was totally demoralising. be it the essay test or tuition. im just going to flunk it man. arghh.

wr econs. urghh.

okay. just do them without any complaints xiaoman.

GURHHS.

2008-09-08T03:19:00.006+08:00

this is crap.

just as much i wanted to got to know vectors. they do not want to know me.

plus.

there is yet another victim of the formidable procrastination. that is me.

i really want to put off everything and just have a good night sleep. okay. this is not even a sleep. it is a nap. for goodness sake.

so much things to do and yet there is such little time for us.

dude. this is the best thing which can happen on earth. dont you think so. i bet you CANNOT sense my sarcasm inside. you dont sense it. you really dont.

i decided to do my eom and i&r another day. yes. i succumb to the reign of procrastination again.

chants: i cannot hear the calling from my bed.

HAII!

2008-09-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

another day of my life wasted.

still have my eom i&r math test and everything for promos.

can i just opt for retaining?

BOO!

2008-09-06T11:22:00.002+08:00

yesterday was totally not productive.

i didnt do anything in the day. neither did i in the night. like shit.

kill myself.

no quote today luh.

nice song. (:

RAHS.

2008-09-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

did so little work today.

haha.

shall work hard tomorrow! LOL.

off to sleep. heh heh heh.

oh my. i am really getting fatter and fatter. ohmygoodness!!!!!!!!!!!

lol. i discovered i am lazy to post photos. next time. heheh!

A film is a petrified fountain of thought.
~ Jean Cocteau

WOOTS!

2008-09-04T00:40:00.002+08:00

i just finished watching shutter. nice nice nice!

now i WANT to find someone to watch 4BIA with me. who who?

oh well. now i really got to do some work. cannot sleep. heh heh.

OH YEAH.

2008-09-03T21:35:00.002+08:00

not bad a day today. haha.

after tuition us three stayed on to mug. haha.

not exactly productive but definitely more productive than the previous. (:

although slacked a bit in the end and i havent been doing anything after i reached home. oh not bad! hahaha! self denial in process.

i used to think what if. but now. i will never ever do that. before we will not be able to go back to the past. never ever.

Middle age is the awkward period when Father Time starts catching up with Mother Nature.
~ Harold Coffin

(:

2008-09-02T23:11:00.004+08:00

DAY OUT WITH HAROLD!

great day. (:

took damn loads of photo. 250 of them in my camera. some more in others' camera. LOL.

extra tuition tomorrow. ): studying with jennifer and daryl after that i think. haha.

anyway. today was great. but i didnt get to bowl!! rahs. went for tuition even before i reached the place lar. dang! thanks to the giraffe. rahs!

update sometime soon. got to do some work now. hopefully i will do them. rahs.

HAII.

2008-09-01T23:02:00.003+08:00

oh man oh man. so many work not done yet. die die die.

got to chiong. but still got the scrapbook. haii.

dont know how to write lar. dang!

i want to sleep! i want to watch 4-bia and hana yori dango! i want money! rahs!!

There can be no equality or opportunity if men and women and children be not shielded in their lives from the consequences of great industrial and social processes which they cannot alter, control, or singly cope with.
~ Woodrow Wilson

ALRIGHT! DARN LONG POST AHEAD!

2008-08-31T22:21:00.015+08:00

29 august!
roy's birthday celebration.

the birthday boy.

my poor jingke at harm on isa and wenyi's hands. haha!

photo with mrharold. gave him his present number 1!

mrlee!! gave him his big card and giraffe mug. hehe!

oh my. isnt he cute! hahaha!

okay i missed the shot before that. he was "crying" luh.

oh gosh. what is huiru and mrlee doing? hahaha!

alright. a must mention. look at roy. he cannot stop moving.

like finally. after 198736548763453 times of retaking. haha!

celebration was like BORING! took photos to kill time. haha!

camwhored again after giving mrlee his presents. he! tons of them still.

isa didnt know lynette was beside her. haha!

after school ended. photos again!

failed star. blahs.

i have to say i have mastered the art of 偷拍-ing. thanks mrlee. hahah!

the infamous BBMP!

28august!

look at mavis!

ohman! i look retarded!!

look at jingke. this is what i call DRASTIC CHANGE.

omg. still got the botanical gardens photos! urgh!

YET AGAIN.

2008-08-31T21:49:00.002+08:00

just another no life post of mine.

i didnt do anything today.

oh well. better do more work you. you dont want to retain!

What's the use of happiness? It can't buy you money.
Henny Youngman

no doubt it wont buy you money. but it gives you life. ha!

OFF TO HELL. I DONT WANT TO MUG.

2008-08-30T11:44:00.004+08:00

okay. know i dont understand. hwy is mugging call mugging?

look at this.

mug noun, verb, mugged, mug·ging. –noun

1.	a drinking cup, usually cylindrical in shape, having a handle, and often of a heavy substance, as earthenware.

2.	the quantity it holds.

Slang.

the face.

b.	the mouth.

c.	an exaggerated facial expression; grimace, as in acting.

d.	a thug, ruffian, or other criminal.

4.	British Slang. a gullible person; dupe; fool.

–verb (used with object)

5.	to assault or menace, esp. with the intention of robbery.

6.	Slang. to photograph (a person), esp. in compliance with an official or legal requirement.

–verb (used without object)

7.	Slang. to grimace; exaggerate a facial expression, as in acting.

theres no definition or meaning of mug as studying. not meh? hahaha!

aye. i shall not mug then. heh heh heh!

SO LONG. ):

2008-08-28T22:00:00.004+08:00

MR HAROLD!
today is the last lesson with our beloved mr harold. hehe.

yeah. spent the first half of tutorial on lessons then the second half PHOTO TAKING! hehe.

we were damn noisy lar. giraffe came to tell us to keep our volume down. but oh well. who cares. haha!

anyway. all of us [well i believe is all] were emotional. haii.

thankyou mr harold! we will miss you! haha. photos tomorrow. haha!

ALL THE BEST TO YOU IN CAMBRIDGE! (:

mr gerald will be taking us next term onwards. yeah. hope i can get use to him? hmm. first lesson with him shall be on monday. haha!

oh well. thats all!

Life is a series of collisions with the future; it is not the sum of what we have been, but what we yearn to be.
~ Jose Ortega y Gasset

random: i found out that i have really used up quite a bit of quotes. i had some difficulty looking for the ones i want and unused in some category. haha!

HELLO PEOPLE!

2008-08-28T01:03:00.007+08:00

i am back! haha! its been a few days i updated. haha!

exhausted and tired of everything. haii.

went to shop for presents with some of the peeps. haha. damn tired. walked and walked. changed and changed. haha. spent and spent. rahs.

been plurking just now. haha. omg. i cannot get addicted with it at this point of time.

i havent been studying for these few days. and i had screwed my econs test not studying it. feel so guilty towards mrharold. rahs.

tomorrow is going to be the last lesson we have with mrharold. omg. i am so going to miss him. he is going to be and got to be the best econs teacher we have! (:

haii. okay.

better start doing some work. lest i die due to promos. ha!

Time is the longest distance between two places.
~ Tennessee Williams

ehh. i remembered my quotes today okay. haha!

hmm. random: dont you think the current skin is too girly for me? omg!

URGH.

2008-08-24T19:11:00.005+08:00

slacked today again. did a little math and watch olympics. basketball and gymnastics. a good match between spain and america. gymnastics. nice moves and damn cool luh. wonder how they are so flexible. haha!

vectors is really hard. i was stuck only doing a few questions lar. haii.

sure fail le. ):

HMM?

2008-08-23T16:27:00.004+08:00

questions marks are running around my head and i dont seem to be able to solve any of them.

someone help me please?

i am so siann.

Who hears music feels his solitude peopled at once.
~Robert Browning

i need music now. rahs.

HAII..

2008-08-20T22:45:00.006+08:00

haii. wr is like shit. have to redo most parts? urghs.

did nothing today except staring into the paper thinking how to solve those damn f-ing vectors questions. then met mr lee. of which was followed by slacking again.

i have finally uploaded the photos into the com. hehhe!

Breathe. Let go. And remind yourself that this very moment is the only one you know you have for sure.
~ Oprah Winfrey

TRIES.

2008-08-19T21:55:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED JO!

HAHA.

okay. sleepy. a lot of work not done yet. omg. and i have not started studyoing for promos.

with the best math lecturer in town i bet i will pass my math with flying colours. HA! do you sense sarcasm here?

haii. i feel disappointed in myself totally.

anyway. GOOD JOB 25!! third in basketball inter class. yeah!! LOVES ALL!

Turn your wounds into wisdom.
~ Oprah Winfrey

ARGH!!!!

2008-08-17T23:09:00.003+08:00

I NEED SOME LETTING OFF.

ANY METHOD WILL DO. FUCK!

i dont care if i am vulgar or not. someone help me? maybe some actions can help. =.= can i have a sand bag or maybe a real person for me to hit? ha!

totally dont know whats happening?

i hate this emo shit and this eom shit.

HELLO!

2008-08-17T22:00:00.002+08:00

okay.

i pronounced myself dead. i havent and did not do anything at all since friday. dead shit.

my eom not done math tutorial and all homework not done yet. sleepless night today i guess. damn it.

but oh well. its for the olympics. haha!

SINGAPORE GOT AN SILVER MEDAL! WOOTS!

haha. havent been on the right mind these few days. got to buck up my dear. you got less than forty days now. shit!

i even forgot my quites lar. oh man. i didnt notice until just now? HA!

The love of one's country is a splendid thing. But why should love stop at the border?
~ Pablo Casals

i really am not in the right state of mind. goodness sake.

BAHS.

2008-08-16T00:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIRU! (:

celebrated huiru's birthday on friday. tiramisu is nice! haha! and beautiful! (:

heh heh.

tired day. got to rush quite a bit of things. rahs.

URGH!

2008-08-14T23:13:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!! i know you missed me right? haha.

i seriously is damn slack now. and i am prepared to retain.

fuck!

i am going to fail everything lar.

freak freak freak!!!!

cannot stand this anymore.

i hate myself for being such a coward. rahs!!

TOTAL SLACKER!

2008-08-11T21:27:00.003+08:00

haha. went to watch mummy3 today. not bad. they said the previous was better. but i doubt i watched the other parts. haha!

but but but! they a hot and cute girl! haha. isabella leong. haha. okay lar. she quite hot and cute. yeah! are all isabellas so cute? hehe! hmm. maybe my daughter shall be called isabella too. hehehe!

okay. anyway. i was the earliest to reach today. LOL. yiwei was a little late then xinyi. hah. she woke up at 11 when we are supposed to MEET at 11. hahaha! then daryl got grounded at home. jiahao got to go for his family gathering.

yupps. anyway thanks for the presents! nice necklace and slippers! (:

yupps. okay. the slacker has got to do her econs take home test now. rahs bahs gahs!

ohoh. and my nose is peeling. heck! why not my neck. so i cant see them as clearly. hahaha!

There is only one difference between a long life and a good dinner: that, in the dinner, the sweets come last.
Robert Louis Stevenson

RAHS. SLACKER LAR.

2008-08-11T00:19:00.002+08:00

HAH. see that? yes. i am a total slacker.

i spent my whole day sleeping and watching the olympics. =.= and i dont know what did i really caught.

the breaking of world record of phelps? the koreans? hmm. okay. i seriously was supposed to do my econs. rahs!

sunburnt! haha! woah. my first time. really. now my neck hurts a little. blahs.

i wished i had the courage.

To understand is to forgive, even oneself.
~ Alexander Chase

FUN DAY! (:

2008-08-09T19:24:00.004+08:00

ahaha. back from 0825 picnic! LOL.

now. we are all tanned. hehehe. i am red now. shouldnt have worn the shirt and shorts. rahs.

volleyballed a lot. LOL! nice!

tired. rahs.

photos another day. yupps. (:

Just living is not enough... One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower.
~ Hans Christian Anderson

PHOTOS!! (:

2008-08-09T00:06:00.007+08:00

OKAY PHOTOS! with my big fat face and big nose. ):

joanne tan. dont think you like that stand you very tall okay. you are just 3 CENTImetres taller than me. haha!
okay now i dont understand why are we all bending our bodies making us look shorter.

LOVES YOU ALL(:

poor wenyis nose.

my pretty isabella and ghostly chunwei. haha!

GUZHENG!! (:

baby you can drive my car! ~

old macdonald has a farm ee ah ee ah oh.
jiaying the cow and tigress. heh heh heh.

i like this! haha!

GOOOOD DAY! (:

2008-08-08T22:21:00.005+08:00

its a gooood day today! heheh!

THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR WISHES! LOVES ALL!

audrey sent me a message in australia!! OMG!

THANKS FOR THE BAG AND BOTTLE. (:

ohoh. photos! later. after i have uploaded them. hehe!

went city hall with jo and all. great fun with them (: but we walked and walked around suntec. like omg. me and joanne were like dead after that. haha!

lunch at shoduko[correct right?] not bad. but i didnt touch the pasta. thats cream in the tomato sauce. =.= i dont dare to eat. rahs.

nvm. the chicken is nice though. heh heh.

okayokay.

LOVES ALL.

oh eight 25 outing tomorrow! haha. erm. not really. is half the class.

But friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life, and thanks to a benevolent arrangement the greater part of life is sunshine.
Thomas Jefferson

HAPPY DAY! (:

2008-08-08T00:33:00.006+08:00

aye aye. if only i had a man with me and we are old enough. i will make sure i marry today lar. hahaha!

080808 leh. damn nice can. you know what is pretty or not. haha!

but nevertheless. its still a happy day without my marriage happening today. haha!

i just need a simple wish.

HAHA!

2008-08-07T23:27:00.002+08:00

yoyo people! haha.

been a long time i posted. erm. a few days lar. haha. tired.

today was quite productive although i no we slacked for the last hour. haha! LOL!

laughed and laughed.

okay.

see you tomorrow! going out with guan and all. (:

A hug is like a boomerang - you get it back right away.
Bil Keane

It is sad not to love, but it is much sadder not to be able to love.
Miguel de Unamuno

WOOTS!

2008-08-04T23:31:00.004+08:00

MY HOST SENT ME PRESENTS! (: LOVES!

THANK YOU!!

a lot leh! hahaha. thanks a lot!

okay. havent do a lot of things yet. haii.

i see me and my BIG EYE BAG and DARK DARK DARK CIRCLES in the mirror. ): sobs. imagine the dark circles going beyond specs. they are scary i tell you. so what if the specs can make them not so obvious. THEY ARE GETTING BIGGER THAN THE F-ING SPECS! rahs! i am a panda. a fat and big panda. urghh!!!

HAHHA! my house is infested of the durian's smell. oh my goodness.

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage.
~Lao Tzu

LOVED. EMOED. NICE.

2008-08-03T02:54:00.006+08:00

haha. its been a long time i cried my hearts out. haha!

this songs are damn nice i tell you. although quite long le. but i have been hearing them in loop since morning.

morning was wo bu pei. now. zui chang de dian ying. haha. jay chou is still love. (:

this thing is. haha. cannot say.

最长的电影

我们的开始是很长的电影
放映了三年我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再重来会不会稍显狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你要我忘了吧记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎
朦胧的时间我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再重来会不会稍显狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎
再给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎

最长的电影

我们的开始是很长的电影
放映了三年我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再重来会不会稍显狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你要我忘了吧记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎
朦胧的时间我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈圈起了谁改变
如果再重来会不会稍显狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎
再给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎

I WISHED. (:

2008-08-03T01:12:00.005+08:00

HELLO! haha.

performance for the cc national day celebration was nice! (: hahaha.

afternoon was project work. i didnt do anything totally. and frankly speaking i was tired and emo-ing. i just emoed and emoed. i dont know why. haii. SORRY GUYS!

okay.

i miss 4grace joanne guanlin annette and jiaying. can i meet all of your soon? hahaha!!

i agree to this A LOT. we dont have to say though. i believe action does it all.

Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so.
~ David Grayson

OMG!

2008-07-31T23:39:00.003+08:00

OMG! i have been eating so much lately lar. hahaha. omgomgomgomgomg. die die die.

hmm. today was quite productive though i still did not do much. very tired.

got LOTS AND LOTS of wang zai xiao man tou for daryl. as his birthday presents. =.= he is damn happy can? what a glutton. hahaha!

congrats to priscilla. miss nanyang! (:

hmm. i dont think i am prepared for promo. not to say j2. rahs.

The object of education is to prepare the young to educate themselves throughout their lives.
~ Robert M. Hutchins

RAHS. SIANS.

2008-07-29T22:16:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUHUI!!

today is totally not productive can? so tired and i dont know how to do. so i just slacked and slept. hahaha!

ohmygoodness. i better do some maths today.

haii. damn tired. shall rest first. soon. LOL!

oh. my papa repaired my phone! now its back! (:(:(:

hahaha.

/edit: ohoh! today is ani's birthday too! wished her personally. yeah. she the exchange student [i think?] from jakarta. (:

Education is not the filling of a pail, but the lighting of a fire.
~ William Butler Yeats

ENOUGH!

2008-07-28T23:53:00.003+08:00

haha. i got to chiong my EoM. LOL! otherwise i might be killed tomorrow lar. haha.

tired. i finished tutorial ONE of chemistry today. with quite a few questions which i am not sure how to do and read the answers before hand. hehe. reached home at 10.30. mama said she wanted to call police already. hahaha!! iloveherlars.

but she wants me to go tuition. =.= i dont know. rahs.

haha. i got to finish up all the stuffs for PW no matter what. rahs!!

haii. i seriously think pw is a total waste of time and sleep. i could have slept early yesterday de lor. haha. i slept late even though i didnt do it. haha. erm. was talking and slacking the whole while. i want to go shopping!

shop for my new backpack for school. shop for my wallet. haha. okay! i shall save money for those. maybe a pencil case also? LOL! and new clothes! hehehe!

To the uneducated, an A is just three sticks.
~ A. A. Milne

RANDOM. SLACKING.

2008-07-28T01:04:00.005+08:00

haha. this song kept ringing in my head. and i dont know why. haha. quite retro but its nice. (:

離人 - 林志炫

银色小船摇摇晃晃弯弯
悬在绒绒的天上
你的心事三三两两蓝蓝
停在我幽幽心上

你说情到深处人怎能不孤独
爱到浓时就牵肠挂肚
我的行李孤孤单单散散惹惆怅

离人放逐到边界
仿佛走入第五个季节
昼夜乱了和谐潮泛任性涨退
字典里没春天

离人挥霍着眼泪
回避还在眼前的离别
你不敢想明天
我不肯说再见

有人说一次告别
天上就会有颗星又熄灭

银色小船摇摇晃晃弯弯
悬在绒绒的天上
你的心事三三两两蓝蓝
停在我幽幽心上

你说情到深处人怎能不孤独
爱到浓时就牵肠挂肚
我的行李孤孤单单散散惹惆怅

离人放逐到边界
仿佛走入第五个季节
昼夜乱了和谐潮泛任性涨退
字典里没春天

离人挥霍着眼泪
回避还在眼前的离别
你不敢想明天
我不肯说再见

有人说一次告别
天上就会有颗星又熄灭

离人放逐到边界
仿佛走入第五个季节
昼夜乱了和谐潮泛任性涨退
字典里没春天

离人挥霍着眼泪
回避还在眼前的离别
你不敢想明天
我不肯说再见

有人说一次告别
天上就会有颗星又熄灭

HAHA. meeting joanne guanlin annette jiaying and michelle finally on 8august(: its been so damn long can. haha! miss them loads. looking forward. (: -stretches neck once-

4grace outing on 9august. haha. SENTOSA and then off for fireworks. omg. i want to meet all of them! looking forward. (: -stretches neck even longer-

hmm. heyy. xy yw daryl and jh. lets go out on 11august can? hahaha!! and that jiahao better come. haha! lets eat A LOT. and i really mean A LOT OKAY! hahaha! looking forward. (: -stretches neck AGAIN!-

okay. i shall play till i go mad and die due to shortage of mugging. haha! -dies like a giraffe-

LOL!

2008-07-27T17:38:00.002+08:00

haha. using my aunt's whatever you call it now. haha. so i can use internet for about 2 months over here? heee!

yeah. i dont know how to do eom. i dont know how to do econs. i dont want to do them also. so how? haha. die liao die liao. feel damn siannns can. rahs.

okay. i had better faster finish them. urghhhs!!!

flood you with my chim quotes again. ahaha!!!

The roots of education are bitter, but the fruit is sweet.
~ Aristotle

yes i know they will be sweet. but can i not study instead? hahaha!

When a subject becomes totally obsolete we make it a required course.
~ Peter Drucker

fuck. that sounds like PW to me. dang. they are liek maing something damn old a required course. killing us. wasting our time.

RAHS. TIRED.

2008-07-25T20:59:00.003+08:00

haha. got back my results which are like shit. i think my mother is seriously thinking of letting me go tuition. can i not go? i would rather study by myself. hmmm. i dont know why.

and mrlee speaking mandarin makes me feel like laughing. i nearly laughed out loud when he was speaking to my mama. hahahaha!! okay.

tired day. slacked in guzheng room. haha. hmm.

okay. go bathe and do work.

fff. eom on monday. i dont even know how to start the damn thing can? rahs!!!

If there are no stupid questions, then what kind of questions do stupid people ask? Do they get smart just in time to ask questions?
Scott Adams

Few people even scratch the surface, much less exhaust the contemplation of their own experience.
Randolph Bourne

2008-07-23T22:48:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNETTE!

haha. okay. this is the more not surprising birthday this month. LOL! haii. hope you like the toufu. (:

reached home at 9.50 i think. haha. its getting later and later everyday. i am liking the school compound more and more. i like the quiet environment. no people one. i love it man. hahaha!

so tired. but i still got to study my maths which i forgot to bring to school today. =.= so spent my day doing chem and trying to do econs. rahs.

okay. econs was a total failure. didnt touch it at all. only read one page of the notes. rahs!!!

okay. i better faster finish up my maths and go to sleep.

But whether it be dream or truth, to do well is what matters. If it be truth, for truth's sake. If not, then to gain friends for the time when we awaken.
~ Pedro Calderon de la Barca

RAHS! (:

2008-07-22T22:09:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR HAROLD! (:

yupps. today is mrharold's birthday. bought a cake for him. presents next time i suppose? hahaha! yeah.

ohoh. the new econs teacher is here. he looks okay. hopefully he is a good teacher? mr gerald or something like that. hahaha!!

i vomited the cake out in the end. urghs. stupid. bad digestive system huh.

urgh. today's night study was not that successful than yesterday. i didnt do anything? haha. except trying that one question which i am stuck at since YESTERDAY. ):

SIANS!

yeah. so now. got to compensate. haha!

today's SPA was SCREWED! i read the wrong experiment for study and i used too much time on the experiment itself. so yeah. half of the calculations not done. RAHS!

anyway. i only have one and a half hours of lesson tomorrow. and other times will be break and slacking. =.= must bring lots of work to complete. hahaha!

gp essay test tomorrow. i am so going to screw it. yupps. haiii.

okayokay. byebye!!

A major source of objection to a free economy is precisely that group thinks they ought to want. Underlying most arguments against the free market is a lack of belief in freedom itself.
~ Milton Friedman 1912 -

haha. i dont understand that actually. LOL!!

Inflation is the one form of taxation that can be imposed without legislation.
~ Milton Friedman 1912 -

this is more understandable. LOL!!

/edit: i just saw this. haha!

A friend doesn't go on a diet because you are fat.
~ Erma Bombeck 1927 - 1996

NOT WELL ):

2008-07-20T21:32:00.004+08:00

LEAVE ME ALONE.

dont talk to me. i am feeling damn irritated and i dont know why. rahs. i suppose it because DMS? arh.

so not productive today. hope tomorrow will be better? staying back i think. so many things to do. and i hate pw most. everything lar. fcuk!

arhhhhh!!!

someone make me happy please?

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.
~ Walt Disney 1901 - 1966

(: (: (:

2008-07-18T23:03:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAVIS!!

thinking of some things now. haha. rahs.

why why why?

okay. nevermind.

i am trying. trying to do a lot of things. but i dont know why. guess i didnt have the courage and dont have the rights. stop affecting me! rahs!

Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never.
~ Charles Caleb Colton 1780 - 1832

AYE AYE!

2008-07-17T21:34:00.008+08:00

some more some more! hahha!

aye aye hongzhen. you made me feel retro now. haha! listening to beatles now. rahs!! hhaha!

went chomp chomp just now. haha. eat eat eat. im totally broke and fat now. haha!

today. hmm. like that lor. always the same.

eom is hatred. ):

got to start work soon. i need to sleeeeep.

Any idiot can face a crisis - it's day to day living that wears you out.
~ Anton Chekhov 1860 - 1904

oh he died so young. 44 years old leh.

/edit: studying in school is still the most productive luh. i actaully finished my summation tutorial in one day hahha!! within 3hours i suppose. thats slow i know. but at least i finished it okay? haha! with one question which i dont know how to do. hahaha!

SPASTIC BUT MY LOVES! (:

2008-07-16T20:31:00.007+08:00

cam-whoring session with 0825 yesterday! hahah! there are still some. with keqin. hopefully i can get them soon. yupps. haha!

this was taken today. she was lying on me can? hahaha!

hahaha! damn it. supposed to go home at 12.30 but i went home at 6plus. supposed to chiong maths tutorial in school but i went for chinese lesson instead. dang!

RAHS!

I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see.
~ John Burroughs 1837 - 1921

yeah. agree with this a lot. so mnay people i wished to see.

UNEXPECTED. (:

2008-07-15T21:55:00.004+08:00

hmm. we didnt really get hell from mrlee. he didnt scold. instead he tried to understand whats wrong with the gp lessons. hmm. guess he is a nice teacher afterall.

today. didnt really know what happened in the day. my face was black and i didnt have good mood totally. hahha. guess its my moodswing working again. my mens coming soon. hahaha!! im not joking. so i guess its pms.

took class photo! haha. it actually took less than half an hour. but we stayed to take photos ourselves. hehehe. loads of fun. i was damn high since then. hahaha!

pe lessons. hahaha! i cannot hit the ball well lar. blahs. and the teacher was erm. dont know what to say.

hmm. okay. go off le! buhbye!

so many things to chiong. homework. pw. studies. i am such a good procrastinator that i seriously think i am going to die soon due to it.

i agree what mrlee said this afternoon. the grass on the other side always looks greener. but when we step onto the other side we are in sahara deserts. hahaha! how about sub-saharan region? hehehe.

For all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams.
~ Pedro Calderon de la Barca 1600 - 1681

When love is not madness, it is not love.
~ Pedro Calderon de la Barca 1600 - 1681

OMG.OMG.

2008-07-14T21:41:00.002+08:00

i would say today was a disastrous yet good day. haii.

i think tomorrow will be even more disastrous. its like. haii. i cannot imagine lessons with mrLEE now. goodness sake. i wonder what will happen? haii.

hehe. went out yo buy presents just now. was initially cancelled but in the end me jiahui and wenglin decided to go and buy. i wanted to relieve from my fear. haha!

anyway. damn tired. but must at least do alittle bit of work. haiii.

An education isn't how much you have committed to memory, or even how much you know. It's being able to differentiate between what you know and what you don't.
~ Anatole France 1844 - 1924

AIYA!

2008-07-14T00:18:00.002+08:00

i seriously think my face look retarded in that photo posted yesterday. BAHS! okay. i shall do something to that ugly face of mine. hahaha!!

project work today.

SHIT! i forgot to do somethings! shit shit shit!

okay okay.

go le. sobs.

There is nothing on this earth more to be prized than true friendship.
~ Saint Thomas Aquinas 1225 - 1274

RAHS. UNGLAM. HAHA!

2008-07-12T23:25:00.003+08:00

LOL. i was dared to post this photo. so here i am. hahah!

GIRL > BOY > KID hahha!
/edit: i think it looks more retarded now? hahaha!

ehh. okay what. got open very big meh. hahaha!

Just because everything is different doesn't mean anything has changed.
~ Irene Peter

SLEEPY.

2008-07-12T20:52:00.002+08:00

haha. omg. i am so going to get fatter lar. hahaha!

anyway. went bugis with xinyi after guzheng today. shopping! i really should have gotten that dress man. omgomgomg! okay. forget it.

guzheng was okay today. yupps.

tired from walking. talk quite a bit with xinyi too. too bad yiwei cannot come with us. she got pw. ): hmmm. it was actually canceled but somehow we decided to go again. hehehe.

hmm. nothing much. and i slacked for too much days. goodness sake. -hits self-

TIRED. RAHS.

2008-07-11T20:13:00.006+08:00

haha. sian diao lar. received the message saying there guzheng today by mdmgoh at NandB eating tauhuey. no choice but to go back. told keqin and mavis that have guzheng.

then. what the heck. no need to go back one lor. but okay larr. luckily i went back. otherwise tomorrow sure get killed by linlaoshi. she called me lar. my phone battery was dead? =.=

then stayed back until 7 with them. yupps. yeah.

sorry keqin! made you stay with us. sorry!

stand so long. tired lehh. tomorrow still have to see her. rahs!

hopefully it will go soon. hopefully.

phew. i am glad i passed my geog and chem. although not good lar. haii. but at least. not all U and S lar.

/edit: pon gp tutorial today. haha. ten bernard lee came to the canteen lar. luckily we siam quickly lor. hahaha! okay. i feel quite bad. but okay lar. better than rotting there.

All change is not growth, as all movement is not forward.
~ Ellen Glasgow 1874 - 1945

(:

2008-07-11T00:05:00.001+08:00

hehe. just to drop a song.

nice nice song.

Hui Hu Xi De Tong 会呼吸的痛 - Fish (Leong) Liang Jing Ru

在东京铁塔第一次眺望
看灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

OKAY LAR.

2008-07-10T20:52:00.002+08:00

somehow long breaks sometimes is okay. but two and a half hours would be enough. hahha. tehn can gossip what. LOL!

gossip session with mavis lynette jiahui and wenyi. hehehe. haii. its not gossip okay. its thrashing out what we think. hehehe!

okay.

must study liao. hahaha.

the quote first!

He who rejects change is the architect of decay. The only human institution which rejects progress is the cemetery.
~ Harold Wilson 1916 - 1995

hahaha!

I AM NOT EMO(:

2008-07-09T21:29:00.006+08:00

hmm. everything seemed to have changed a lot. everything seemed so distant. so unfamiliar. ha! forget it. things are meant to change. but why do we seem so distant now? with all the cliques and unhappiness between people? hmm.

anyway. haha. i slacked my day and tided my drawer out of the many. and i filed my notes okay. haha.

shall study now. yupps. i must.

Things do not change; we change.
~ Henry David Thoreau 1817 - 1862

aye! this whole week or something will be on change! hehehe. okay!

i really feel like scolding f word for no reason. hahaha!

stupid rain. rahs.

HEHE.

2008-07-09T14:47:00.003+08:00

i reached home at 12pm! heheh.

envy right? LOL!

saw this damn funny chinese composition of the length of a jc student but the content of a primary school student. darn funny. haha!

yeah.

i know! eat and die! hahha! mine. =.=

GROWING FATTER AND FATTER. ):

2008-07-08T21:34:00.008+08:00

like shit man. i ate damn hell lots today can? dont even know why i can eat so much lar. -roll eyes-
imagine. eating during break. after chem prac. after school. when i reach home. shit man. i am so going to grow fat. [yar. and die.]

but i met ahboo and papa after school! so happy. its been a long time. yeah. went to collect a level cert with papa then went chomp chomp. hahaha. yeah. her grades uber good lar. all a and b only? rahs. mine? S and U only. hahaha!

omgomgomg.

haii. econs failed. damn.

i am so going to die man.

i suddenly thought of that freaking email i saw quite some time ago. FCUK! i still want my b-----s! omgomgomgomgomg! freaking lar. arh. fff.

arh. so full.

/edit: i can go home at 11.30 tomorrow. hahah! if i pon assembly. hehehe.

/edit2: been listening to this song just now. my favourite piece. moonlight sonata. i personally prefer the first movement only. yupps. hahah!
Beethoven Moonlight Sonata (Full Version) - Paul Copeland

While I thought that I was learning how to live, I have been learning how to die.
~ Leonardo da Vinci 1452-1519

DREADS.

2008-07-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

school starts tomorrow officially. dreads.

guzheng on saturday with linzhong. dreads.

linzhong is not very happy with the exco i suppose. dreads.

i should not even have mentioned her name to mdm goh. dreads.

i am so going to die. arh!

i dont want. i dont want. rahs.

okay. i sound like a whiny kid. cannot.

haii.

daily quote. especially for me.

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.
~ Buddha 560BC - 483BC

lol. buddha. sounds pretty weird to me.

PHOTOS(:

2008-07-07T14:49:00.005+08:00

all my loves. (:

the black gang. LOL!

my loves. (:

my pretty seniors and teachers. (:

oh. those lovely juniors.

okay. i didnt study yesterday night. damn it. and i havent started for today. hahaha! omg. i am such a good procrastinator and slacker. urghhs.

somehow theres a mistake made by me somewhere. somewhere. i should have gave it a clearer thought before anything. everything.

daily quote later. (:

冲动-萧亚轩

很感激这城市拥挤的交通
让你我还能多相处几分钟
人潮中怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松不放松
忍不住想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我会有点寂寞
你给的幸福在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落
关于你的一切我想要比谁都懂
我的心是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我想你的时间不够用
为什么平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我你改变我
你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落

FAREWELL!

2008-07-06T23:01:00.004+08:00

met isa jialing and jeanne to buy mummy's farewell present today. bumped into yuru and wenting at the popular. haha. they are still as pretty. and we all wore black. haha.

saw kokwey. hahha! and we[me isa and jialing] just practically stared at him because we find him very familiar. =.= shhh. and we saw him twice. hehhe!

yeah. then walked to the drive-through. haha. sat in the air-conditioned area. LOl. outside was damn warm okay. yeah. then linlaoshi came. like rahs. damn not looking forward to friday. rahs. not because of mavis birthday but because she is coming. omg.

yeah. the farewell was more like a gathering for us old old seniors. we chatted and chatted. yupps. missed them loads. must meet real soon kays.

photos later bah. maybe after i study? haha. i dont want to be a lazy bum.

not forgetting the daily quote. (:

Those who are lifting the world upward and onward are those who encourage more than criticize.
~ Elizabeth Harrison 1849-1927

WOH!

2008-07-05T16:28:00.005+08:00

haha. some economics. hehehe.

In the long run we are all dead.
~ John Maynard Keynes 1883 - 1946

hahaha. i like this a lot. (:

Silence is better than unmeaning words.
~ Pythagoras 582BC - 497BC

mathematician pythagoras. haha. asquare plus bsquare euqals to csquare.

indeed silence is better. though sometimes i would rather there be unmeaning words than silence. i want to stop the silence!

WHY?

2008-07-04T21:46:00.004+08:00

i dont understand. why are things getting more and more complicated. hmm.

hmm. today. damn slack. our group finished the conclusion in quite a short time and then came slacking time till 12 and we went for chem practical. then off to home i go! haha.

sleep and sleep. haha. hopefully i will study tonight. rahs.

and what the fuck. its not about you keeping it in your heart or not. its the problem that after you poured out everything you want people to take it as nothing. shit you. you horrible freak.

i stay in love - mariah carey

/edit: i am feeling damn emo. rahs.

REAL OR FAKE?

2008-07-03T21:33:00.005+08:00

went to watch get smart with yiwei. HAHA! it was not bad. but some parts were too lame for me to laugh. maybe i was not in the mood to. LOL!

then met with xinyi. walked around and ate some things. talk and talk. haha.

yupps. nothing else i guess.

got to do work soon.

oh. i forgot. results back. wth. its an U and a S. i got to die man.

心里的疑惑怎么也解决不了

ci guem meo chom bu tar ania. where aein anduea, cingu dook anduea.

saw this line. quite like it.

You would never jump into a car without knowing where you are going would you?
Otherwise how would you know when you’d arrived at your destination?

nice isnt it so? yeah. i need a car which i know where it is going.